Friday, September 17, 2004

Front and Center, Part 1, The Stage

Critiques are crazy. You can come out feeling on top of the world, indifferent, or you can sit down feeling like a chump who doesn't know how to do anything right. Everyone still claps for you.

The format for class critiques goes like this: Come up to the front, present your painting, make any informative comments on content/technique/etc., the floor is then open (gasp), our instructor asks "are there any other comments?", and then she puts in her two cents. The time is prefaced with a short reminder to be positive and to make constructive criticism, don't just say that someone's work is horrible.

It's really interesting how people approach critiques. Some folks come to the front and totally appologize about their work: I didn't finish it, I don't really like it, I don't think it's very good, I don't like it so I'm thinking of changing this and this..." Head down, usually no eye contact and sometimes an indifferent posture. I think this technique works really well. The moment the presenting artist says they don't like it, the mob (class) comes back with soothing affirmations of artistic genius. Stuff like: No, I think it's great! You really captured a sense of this or that! (what you don't like) may be true, but I really think this and that works. The artist can't lose in this situation.

The complex genius approach is where one's painting is an epic introspective look at an issue up close and from afar. Usually the artist comes up to the front, explains too much about the piece (diving into politics, personal fears, techniques, and references to other artists) and then ends with: but i guess it's all up to interpretation. The mob doesn't really like this artist. The mob is quietly intimidated by this artist's expressed intelligence and it wants to humble the artist. In this case, there's a short conversation which usually spins around politics or the technique of the painting, but it is usually a very short conversation. The artist usually wins in this situation and the mob is at its edge.

There is generally only one other approach: the average Picasso. The artist comes up to front, presents a couple short ideas and techniques (or challenges) and then allows for the critique to run its course. This artist stands in between the postures of the apologizer and the genius: not too tall, but definitely not ashamed. The mob loves this artist. This is because the mob can do what it likes at this moment. Average Picasso jams the hands deep into the pockets and waits for whatever cometh. The mob may choose to rip into something that they can't seem to shake off. Often, the critique shifts from the work presented (and what it represents) to some aspect of art or politics that the mob detests. The shift away from the task at hand leaves the artist empty and unappreciated. The mob can go the other way. It can create a Monet in a millisecond. I love this aspect of this or that they crow, and the artist beams inside. The mob can't lose in this situation.

Only the instructor keeps the same role throughout the critique. She never presents her work, being immune to any praise or criticism. The artists change roles throughout the process. They are mostly with the mob, yet time calls when they must (as they say) face the music. Thus, artists experience the highs and the lows of criticism. Some catch a massive wave of success, riding all the way into the sea of clapping hands. Others are smacked over by the wave from the get go and wind up tumbling back to the shore of the mob, hearing the same sea of claps. It is important for artists to remember that there are always new waves and each new wave has no memory of past attempts to ride.

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

Dog Days

Summer has rightfully passed by already. The begining of school and the push for the playoffs in baseball validates this. The weather hasn't really cooperated with these signs of a changing season. They call them the dog days of summer, and I think I understand the phrase better after today.

It wasn't all that hot today, but i seemed to be around a lot of hot-headed people. Folks on the road were riding up on me, parking spots took long lunch breaks, and I had to wait a long time just to get a couple errands done. Meanwhile, our house was slowly heatin' up. Someone's got to crack open the windows as the sun goes down or it's a microwave until 9:30.

I came home all tired from my work and then things just went bezerko. Well, things stayed the same and I went bezerko. I was super tired, hungry, cranky, and ready to let you know that I wasn't finishing the day well. Then I started thinking about my life, and where things are going: When's this job gonna come through? Is it going to be enough?

Bad idea on a hot day!

Where am I going with this? I don't know. Dog days are good for: Swimming pools, Water fights, Water balloons, Ice in your drink, Deep sleep in front of a fan, and Ice Cream on the cone.

Did I ever tell you about a dog named Lucky? Now THAT'S a story! Maybe next time!

Thursday, September 02, 2004

test

lets see how this works