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It was good this weekend, to see my pals from the OC. Thanks SuperAmes and WhammeeJoshua for taking me in and taking me everywhere. It was real good to be sought out and cared for.

I'll write more about how the actual trip was, but here's my thought tonite. What is this heaven that we wait and long for? It's really a place of no more pain and no more tears? I'm thinking it's where all your friends are back with you. It's easy, simple and carefree. We'll all have nothing to lose, nothing to hide, and nothing to worry about. Sometimes I feel like life is fighting against all of those things. I feel like I have so much to lose. I feel like I have so much to hide. I feel like there's so much to worry about. I've been praying more and more about this idea of living with nothing to lose. I think I got a little taste of it this weekend. I know I can be a bit over emotional, and thick with the words, but I really enjoyed being with my old buddiesies again.

Is it too much to get a bit of that sweetness here in Oakland?

Oh to live with Nothing to Lose.